The track. (2)

As happy as I am to say that I have already crossed something off of my to do list, I am kind of sad that it wasn’t one of the good ones, and if you know me you can probably just assume which one I have already done. I was just playing some DJ Hero the other night, playing that great Dizzee Rascal remix that I just love like, too much, and then I realised that I got a score that was like, eighty thousand points better than my other score. I thought to myself that maybe, just maybe I was in the top hundred in the world or something. I quit out of the thingy and went into the leader boards to find that I was ranked fifty eighth in the world at that one song; so happy!

When I showed some other people the list, mainly when I showed Tom, wait it was only when I showed Tom, but he just said to me that I could do the entire list in like a week; well besides get my P’s. I thought that maybe I should add some things to my list, things that will like, take the whole year to do or at least things kind of like that? You probably have no idea what I mean, like one of the things I thought of was, because my room is always messy and I hate it being a mess but I am too lazy to clean it, but I was thinking that I could put something on it like, ‘clean my room and maintain it being clean for’ like, ‘the whole year’ or something. It’s just the little things like that that I would like to do, not like that ridiculous list that I made earlier in the year, as in last year.

It was like mid last year I think where I made this list of twenty five things I need to do by the time I am twenty five. It was just stupid, like actually fucking retarded. I did some of the things on it, but there were things on it that just, will never happen. I am trying to remember the shit that was on it, like there were things on it like, ‘run through Rundle Mall naked’ and all this shit, I mean I could do that, but I just won’t. I ended up doing some of the stuff on it, like there was ‘eat a double pounder’ which if you don’t know, is just festy as, like it’s four double quarter pounders from McDonalds stacked on one another and yeah. It ended up costing me like twenty four dollars or something and it was just a highly regretful act of mine. I mean if I had twenty four dollars right now, I would go and buy like, a bloody half case of beer or something, not a big ass burger...

This list will most likely grow, like it is right now, but yeah, I intend on no matter how many things are on it, like actually finishing it. Today I haven’t done anything to come closer to my goal of finishing it but yeah, what did I do today? Like, I got up and then I went to Tallulah’s, and then Brett got there and we went to the thingy... the physio with her grandma and then we got back here and now she is drawing a picture for me to put on my wall and yeah, not closer to my goals at all but hey, I have a whole year to watch some movies and get my P’s... surely this will happen. Oh I know a good one for the list, score a goal in indoor soccer... I mean that was on the old list and I did it, but I haven’t done it this year, so yeah... might not even happen but hopefully it does or you know, I did not finish my two thousand and ten to do list.

Look at me, already doubting myself... nah this list will just have to work its way around my year of good times, I mean there is no way I am not having a great year because of this list getting in the way, I want to get my life on track but there is no way I am taking my life of the good times track, I just need to find a way to get like, one of the wheel on the good times thingy; track, and the other wheel on the actual track, the one I was talking about yesterday with you know, the nine lanes or something; the running track in the picture. Now I need to completely rethink my metaphor, I mean there are no wheels on the running track... fuck it, I need to get this day on track, it’s like six thirty and I haven’t showered or anything. I need to shit as well, I just feel more comfortable doing it in my own home, and Jack rang me before telling me that he wants to shit in his house at the same time as I shit here at mine, so he is probably holding it in for me so yeah, I’ll just leave it here.